Denise at Transitions: Completing 2011: Preparing for 2012

also some upcoming, important ‘energy’ dates

So far the week of December 4–10, 2011 has been a nearly constant daily/nightly onslaught of severe pain and pressure in my head, skull and eyes again. Just like six months ago from the Summer Solstice energies. This head/skull/brain/eye pain is accompanied by pain down my spine to the area between my shoulder blades or the High Heart (Thymus) chakra/area. As my throbbing head and I attempt to write this today, it’s the total Lunar eclipse at 18° Gemini 11′. No doubt this has much to do with this December buildup of painful, pushing energies. From today through the New Moon on December 24, 2011 is one energy event after another so I assume we’ll all be feeling these energies in varying degrees of intensity. Happy Holidays!

• December 10, 2011 total Lunar eclipse/Full Moon 18° Gemini 11′
• December 12, 2011 is 12-12-11, which I suspect is like a dress rehearsal for 12-12-12
• December 18–21, 2011 is the Galactic Crossing—the Sun transiting across (aligning or conjunction with) the Galactic Plane or equator which means major energy downloads
• December 21, 2011 is the Winter Solstice—the Sun enters 0° Capricorn at 9:30 P.M. Pacific Time
• My 60th birthday sandwiched between the escalating Winter Solstice energy downloads and general holiday insanity cheer
• December 24, 2011 the New Moon at 2° Capricorn 34′

2011 REVIEW
For many of us—it certainly was for me—2011 was difficult because it was a much more compressed and intense year of having to, if not master, then at the very least get vastly better with regards to our Emotional Bodies and our reactionary emotional reactions to whomever or whatever it is that WE still let get to us. It doesn’t matter in the least who or what those emotional triggers are; what matters is that you/me/each of us evolves beyond this lower level and gets ourselves free and clear. Why? Because Conscious Creators aren’t allowed to Create if they still have loose emotional cannons rolling around within themselves that other people or situations can ignite at any moment! Can’t you just see some sudden horrible emotional creation I/you/each of us created and manifested all because someone or something pushed one of our unresolved Emotional Body buttons? Not gonna happen, and this is a very good thing for everyone’s sake!



Before the full-on 5D Conscious Creating and Co-Creating business begins, I/you/each of us MUST first—as in Cosmic Safety Precaution Law—master our Emotional Body and its old familiar reactionary ways. There’s no shame or guilt in any of this, only evolution/ascension to a higher dimension, state of being, consciousness and reality. It seems that the “Goddess” and 11′s of 2011 were primarily about this transformational task and many of us have made great headway with this particular Ascension issue and will soon be able to check it off our Ascension list of things to transmute prior to the end of December 2012.

This plus the Dark Ones, in all their forms and positions in this dimension and others, have been GREATLY reduced during 2011. By greatly reduced I mean that many of these Dark Ones have—sorry but I can’t resist using this line—seen the Light and retired from their distorted perspectives and jobs being the “Bad Guys” during the past Evolutionary Cycle. During 2011 many of them just laid down their attitudes and bad-ass selves and willingly walked into the Light! Wow…what a trip that’s been!

Remember I mentioned recently that I’d been getting the symbolism of a big X lately? This big X has indicated there’s polarity integration happening at higher levels. Said really simply, this big X shape I’ve been perceiving indicated that in 2011 many of the Dark Ones had to integrate enough Light for them to continue evolving too, or not, and be reabsorbed by Source. And if 2011 was this phase for the Dark Ones, then, unless I’ve misunderstood what I’ve perceived, 2012 is the year for the Light Ones to do the same and integrate enough Dark within themselves at the levels and dimensions they exist on now. And we down here in 3D thought it was just us having all the high drama, intensity and excitement!

All of this is so everyone everywhere is free and clear and ready for the massive Cosmic Energy Imprinting of the New Evolutionary Cycle that will come through the alignment of Earth with the Milky Way galactic center one year from now.

2012 PREVIEW
It’s hard to believe, especially if you’re a Starseed who’s been transmuting and embodying your guts out every second for the past twelve years, that we’re not yet ready for the Cosmic imprinting tsunami that we’ll orbit into one year from now. How many times have we asked ourselves or our Ascension Assistants or Source on those extraordinarily difficult moments, “Is it soup yet?” And how many times over the years have we been told ever so gently, “Not yet…close but not quite yet.” Gads really? Well okay, what’s another mile at this point right?

Looking back it’s easy to see that we’ve already transmuted tons of Dark energetic stuff within ourselves, other timelines, negative actions done by other people in this and other timelines, the planet, and the 4D lower Astral plane. But to realize in December 2011 that there’s one last years worth of transmuting, embodying, releasing and mastering to do before we’re vibrating fast and high enough to step into the NEW Evolutionary

Cycle energies arriving in one year is almost too much to deal with while one’s head feels like mine does now! But that’s exactly why my head feels like it does now. So, there it is in all its this-side-of-the-finish line dull glory. I know that you and I will be singing a very different song about this time next year however so hang in there with me my fellow exhausted and pain-ridden Starseed Reality Transmutors.

What I’ve perceived about 2012 so far is escalating world chaos; increased mental and emotional illness in many; general dysfunction; violence; solar energies repeatedly shutting down the Internet, cell phones and whatever else; increasing lack of jobs and money; corrupt systems falling apart under the Light; and certain gigantic egos with their beliefs fighting to the end to never relinquish power and control. Simultaneously to all this we’ll be putting the finishing touches on our personal Ascension Process throughout 2012. I sense that throughout 2012 many people will finally have to consciously face the fact that the Dark Ones (physical humans and non-physical non-humans) exist and the evil deeds they’ve done and how humanity went along with it all. This revealing of different world “heroes” and “leaders” as actually egocentric and sick monsters will be shocking to many, but 2012 is grow-up time because nothing and no one can hide from the Light any longer and the masses need to consciously know to what extent they’ve been lied to, used, manipulated and paid for it all.

To heal you’ve first got to know and acknowledge the negative, the Dark, the hidden, the projected, wounded etc. then go from there. Much of the masses will be profoundly shocked to discover how severe and complete the Dark has run this planet and humanity and for how long. Yet, at the same time, many of these people will quickly become ready to move through this phase and be able to accept the new High Heart ways of existing. We laid the Path for them to do this many years ago and in 2012 we’ll continue watching growing numbers of people willingly walk out of the old darkness and step on to this higher frequency Path.

For the rest of us Starseeds/Indigos/Lightworkers we’ve got 2012 to refine and complete anything we need to before December 2012. I sense we’ll have more work to do on our Mental Bodies and belief systems throughout 2012, just like we had to do with our Emotional Bodies and knee-jerk reactions during 2011. We and the masses both have plenty of old reality beliefs/belief systems to let go of in greater ways than we have so far. These beliefs can be as subtle as things like your age, your physical health, expectations, worth, how consciousness works, what 5D is like and so on. No matter how small or large our beliefs may be at this late date, if they restrict us in any way they’ll present themselves to be greatly expanded or fully released. Time is short so these final lessons and issues will surface fast and furiously throughout 2012 in an attempt to HELP us get free and clear. Just do it.

During 2012 we’ve got to consciously know more about Source, multidimensional reality, quantum existence outside of time so that we can embody it and more within ourselves. 2012 will be about consciously knowing much more and not becoming imbalanced or ungrounded because of our evolving base of operations and sense of “Self”. Said another way, 2012 is when we’ll embody more of our Higher Selves, “God” or Source in conscious ways. Remember we worked long and hard to cast-off these higher, larger aspects of ourselves to even get down into 3D physicality. Now on the return trip we’re required to pick these aspects of our Selves back up and put them on once again. This last year of the Ascension Process will appear highly polarized as the old lower fights to survive while we remain steadfast and focused on embodying and getting up-to-speed energetically for next December’s Cosmic energy tsunami.

Denise
December 10, 2011

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Denise Le Fay, 10-27-11…”Starseed Troop Withdrawals”…

Starseed Troop Withdrawals
by Denise Le Fay, 10-27-11

Because there was some confusion and worry from some people when I mentioned the Separation of Worlds, I’ve waited to talk about this next topic. Like some topics I write about, this one is not for everyone who will read it. Because I can already hear and feel some confusion and panicked reactions from some people over this announcement, I repeat; this article is not directed at everyone who will read it. It is however for many of my readers, but not for all of them, so I ask each of you to please keep this in mind because this is a very complex topic and situation that’s recently begun unfolding. [This article is a continuation of Recent Repeated Dream Messages. http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2011/10/20/recent-repeated-dream-messages/ ]

I had a vision message at the start of summer 2011, and in it I clairvoyantly saw a massive white-light pouring downward which was Source Energy. This brilliant white-light traveled downward until it reached a huge clear prism-like object. When the white-light hit this clear prism it fractured into different colored Rays of Light that radiated downward from Source’s perspective. There were colors in this Cosmic rainbow of Light Rays that I’ve never seen before and have no way of describing what they look like because there are no equivalents to them in this dimension. Each Ray was beautiful and unique beyond description. End of clairvoyant vision message.

There were no telepathic words interpreting this vision and none were needed. I instantly knew what this image represented and why I was seeing it at that time. I’m going to use this particular term—Troop Withdrawals—on purpose in an attempt to express multiple multidimensional events unfolding now and all for the same reasons. 

Many, but not all the incarnate Starseeds will choose to not remain on the new ascended 5D Earth world they’ve worked so long and so hard to manifest for others. Other incarnate Starseeds will choose to remain and live on the new ascended 5D Earth world for however long they individually feel the need or desire to do so. Many incarnate Starseeds will choose to return Home to their individual higher dimensions, stellar systems, galaxies, universe, Light Realms, or return to locations very close to Source.

Lots of options will become increasingly conscious in the incarnate Starseeds awareness from this point forward because we’ve reached the end of this phase of our Missions as those who Volunteered to come to Earth to embody/live/insert/anchor the Ascension Process and new timeline and Earth. This is what my summer clairvoyant vision represented; different colored Light Rays from Source becoming more conscious in the Starseeds because they’ve reached the beginning of the Starseed Troop Withdrawals or Going Home phase. Is this mandatory? Of course not, but no one is going to have to twist the arms of most Starseeds to return to their favorite Home stations! As these many options become more conscious within the Starseeds awareness it will be helpful to pay extra attention to your inner messages, feelings, dreams and knowings. Multiple options and big changes are and will continue presenting themselves to Starseeds at the end of the Mayan calendar, the 11-11-11 shift, December 2011, and throughout 2012.

My vision revealed many different colored Rays of Light and each one of them were individual Home frequencies of every Starseed incarnate on Earth now. These Light Rays were pointing downward towards the new ascended 5D Earth and are energetic pathways back Home for each Starseed to use who wants to return to their Home. This option is just that, an option, not a total Troop Withdrawal of all now incarnate Starseeds over the next week only so please relax! These Starseed options from Source are now in place and will remain so don’t worry or become confused over this. Once we’re on the other side of 11-11-11 growing numbers of Starseeds will just suddenly know what their next move is so relax into these new transitions. The choice is yours, mine, and each of ours and there is no pressure or obligation to remain or to go so please relax and consider the many new options presenting themselves now and over the next year to the Starseeds.

Eva emailed me on October 23, 2011 about a recent vision and knowing she’s had and that she will be returning to her Home station soon. When she wrote me about this she knew nothing about the waking vision message I’d had during the summer. In my response letter to her I told her briefly about it, but she’s reading about my vision in detail from reading this article now, just as you are. With her permission, here are some quoted excerpts from her letter to me:

“I know people are very excited about the New Earth and all that, what comes and will be after the shift in 5D. To be honest, and I know I can be with you, I’m excited about something else. I Know I’ll be going Home very soon, but for me the feeling of Home isn’t in 5D. My feeling is that I’ll be going ALL the way HOME, close to Source, where I/We come from. And that feeling makes my heart sing!
I’ve had a confirmation vision of this feeling about a week ago. I saw golden ‘tubes’ connected to Earth, to me, and other from Source. Through one of those ‘tubes’ I saw my ‘essence’ leaving Earth, elevated farther and farther, until I wasn’t able to see this planet any more. Then I saw/sensed that I was very close to Source, as if I was on some sort of outer layer of Source. Sorry, I can’t describe this any better.
When I woke up, I remembered clearly all that I saw and felt. I had/have the KNOWING of going Home. In my understanding, my work is done here, I can go Home, and I won’t be involved with New Earth and New humanity, or if I will that will be from a ‘far distance’…
To be honest, I can’t ‘see’ anything after 11.11.11 I can’t even see this year December, so I’m truly hoping that is my exit date and I won’t be here any longer after.
Love Eva
Oct. 23, 2011″

I have experienced this type of major life/focus/reality shift from one phase and state of being into another phase and state of being before and it’s often impossible for us to see, sense, or perceive the “us” (and reality) we’ll be on the other side of these major shifts we’re facing at the time. I’ve hinted for months that on the other side of 11-11-11 we’ll begin to know more about what’s coming next for us individually. Until then however, it’s hard for many of us to even imagine this major shift into the next phase and so, our near future may now seem blacked-out to our current awareness. But trust that you will soon perceive and know it.
I had a similar email from David about this topic on October 18, 2011. I got his permission as well to quote his letter. Thank you David for your generosity. Here’s his letter to me:

“I hope you don’t mind a question in your busy schedule. Thank you for your web site, and your most recent article was quite amazing.
I’m a Wanderer. You mentioned the term along with Starseeds and Lightworkers in your most current article. I believe I’ve been on this planet for over 20,000 years. I’m tired and just want to go back home to my density. Are you of the opinion that Starseeds/Wanderers will be finishing up their contracts here and will be leaving soon? Do higher dimensional beings actually need to ascend again, since they already ascended once before? Or is ascension, in part, a way to return Wanderers, Starseeds, and Lightworkers to their home densities? When the call went out to assist Earth, a plan must have been put in place to get all the higher density beings who would come to 3D Earth back home. Could ascension then be more about that— with the hope that many 3D Earth natives would tag along for the ride after befriending and learning from these higher dimensional beings? I also sense 5D spaceships. Might there also be an evacuation for some higher dimensional beings who have family members on these ships?
I’m David. I live in New Hampshire, and I hope you’ll have the time and energy to email me back. I understand how tired we get and thank you once again.
David
Oct. 18, 2011″

There are a couple more layers to these recent Messages from Home to all Earth incarnate Starseeds. A couple of weeks ago a woman emailed me (I’ve hunted through my piles of emails and, forgive me, but I cannot find your letter or I would mention you by name) and she recommended a book that Barbara Hand Clow had told her was really great. The book is Not In HIS Image: Gnostic Vision, Sacred Ecology, and the Future of Belief by John Lamb Lash 2006.

After I received this email book recommendation I went to Amazon.com to check it out because this was the first I’d heard about it. Now here comes the unexpected twist and second layer to this. While at Amazon looking at Lash’s book I stumbled upon (not hardly! I was meticulously led directly to this other book at this exact moment for specific reasons for me personally) another book which I instantly knew was the book I needed to read immediately. This second book is The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth by Dolores Cannon 2011. I bought both books on the spot because I’m well-familiar with how my Higher Self jockeys me, and sometimes other people around, just to get me/them/many of us to consciously understand something important at the moment.

When these two new books arrived I immediately read The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth. I knew the moment I was led to it that it had information I needed to connect with now as confirmation to many things I’ve known and lived most of my life and have written about myself over the years. There wasn’t any new information in this great book for me personally, but, it confirmed many things I’ve known and lived and that was the Message in it for me at this time—conformation. Many of you Starseeds/Wanderers will find this book by Dolores Cannon a great confirmation too to what you/us have gone through with our Starseed Soul Missions during these lives on Earth and others as well.

RECAP

1. My 2011 summer awake vision of Source creating multiple different colored Light Rays (Eva saw them as “golden tubes”) out of Itself for Starseeds to use to energetically travel back Home.
2. My Oct. 20, 2011 article Recent Repeated Dream Messages [see link above] about my Mom and I being shown in recent dream messages that our previous Starseed tools, multidimensional meeting places, multidimensional locations where we’ve been taught and/or further information was given to us during these incarnations, locations and methods of energetic repair work/healing done to Starseeds to help us continue our Ascension related Soul Missions in physicality on Earth. [See the Comments on that article from different people/Starseeds having similar dream messages recently.]
3. David’s questions about Starseeds/Wanderers going Home and Ascension etc.
4. Eva’s dream vision about her not remaining in the New 5D Ascended Earth world much longer but going Home soon instead.
5. My being led to discover and quickly read Dolores Cannon’s latest book mentioned above.
6. And last but certainly not least my recent realizations (and private email interactions with Sage in northern CA) that it was time for me to let go of my intense twenty-yearlong wish to move to northern California to live quietly and isolated in the forest in Nature. It was surprising when I realized recently that what I’ve desired for so long probably isn’t going to happen because I’ve accomplished this phase of my Ascension related Soul Mission and now have far more options before me.

Some of the Starseed options I’ve perceived so far I’ll list below, yet I know there’s many more of them that I’m not aware of. Lots of options exist for us as this current transition unfolds through November and December 2011, and throughout all of 2012 as well. Relax because there’s plenty of time to know what you want to do next and where.

1. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth and perceive more soon about one’s options and decide at that point what you want to do next and where.
2. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth and have a Rest and Recuperation period somewhere to heal the Ascension Process wounds and exhaustion if needed.
3. Leave the New Ascended 5D Earth and have that nice Rest and Recuperation some place else of your choosing.
4. Remain in one’s ascended physical body on the New Ascended 5D Earth as a Master and Teacher to the newly ascended humanity.
5. Go back Home to whatever dimension and location that is for each of us and become the New non-physical, Inner Plane Guides, Assistants, Masters, Teachers etc. to the 5D humans living on the New Ascended 5D Earth. Some of us will choose to be the New non-physical Guides etherically whispering in some people’s ears and hearts like your old Guides did for you before the Ascension Process began.
6. Go back Home, wherever that is for the many Starseeds, and just rest there for however long one desires.
7. Go back Home to our particular Home stations and report what we’ve learned while in physicality on Earth to the others that remained when we Volunteered to come to 3D Earth and embody the Ascension Process. The knowledge/Light we’ve gained by our Volunteering to incarnating into such density, duality, negativity, darkness and chaos in physicality is tremendously valuable information that Source and all others will use to create new worlds and realities in other locations and so very much more.
8. Go back Home, wherever that is for you, and just sit n’ grin n’ rest and be very happy about it all for a good long while!
9. Go back Home and rest and recuperate for a while then fairly quickly go back out on your next Mission.
10. All of the above and more.

Like I said, there’s more of these options and I know we’ll all be perceiving and feeling more of them on the other side of 11-11-11, and each of the remaining Energy Stair Steps/Gates/Portals between today and winter Solstice 2012. Just relax and feel your way along with this and you’ll perceive more (or simply know) over the months leading up to the 12-12-12 and 12-21-12 Cosmic alignment and Energy imprinting. We’ve finally reached the long-awaited transition into the New everything after all the years of brutal and dangerous transmuting and integrating we’ve done. Well done everyone, now lets walk across the 11-11-11 threshold and embody much more of the New Blueprints for humanity, Earth, and Home.

Denise
October 27, 2011

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Denise LeFay | Recent Repeated Dream Messages

by Denise LeFay | Transitions
October 20 2012

From about October 15–16, 2011 up to early this morning, I’ve had four different dreams all saying the same thing but using different personal tools to make sure I get the message. My Mom also had a dream a few nights ago with the same message, but using symbolic tools that meant something to her personally. I know if we’re both getting these messages now, so too are many of you, and all for the same reasons.

Most of these recent dream messages I and my Mom have had were specifically for Starseed souls. Very briefly, most of us Starseeds and probably Indigos too have had monitoring and assistance from our different dimensional and stellar Home Stations throughout our lives. They’ve typically happened while we’re asleep and out of our physical bodies in another dimension and “dreaming” (not a dream at all of course but an actual journey) where it was easier to connect with our non-physical Starbeing friends and family and them with us for different reasons. Some of those reasons were meetings where large numbers of Earth incarnate Starseeds needed to receive the latest information from Home about the Ascension Process etc.; other times we’d find ourselves in some hospital-like setting for Starseeds where we’d r eceive any needed energy adjustments and/or energy body repair work caused by our 3D Ascension Missions in physicality and so on.

These recent dream messages mean what they do to us now because they’ve been about our nearly lifelong Starseed inner plane “dream” meetings and hospital Repair Shop visits etc. Point is that all these recent dream messages have been repeatedly informing me and Mom that all the old Starseed ways, methods, tools information exchanges etc. don’t work any more and have been removed because we’ve evolved beyond the need for them. Said another way—Mission accomplished Starseeds—so these decades-old multidimensional, non-physical Starseed First-Aid Centers, communication and meeting locations have been dismantled because we don’t need them any longer. We don’t need these multidimensional middle-men and Way Stations because we’re now inches away from being Home again while on Earth in these bodies but in 5D finally!

So if you’ve been or suddenly start having repeated dreams about old familiar things, tools, methods and ways of doing things or traveling or fixing or “healing” etc., they’re just more clues about how close we are now to moving through the important transitional gates of 11-11-11 which will activate much more fifth dimensional type energies and consciousness within us.

Why Your Inner-Plane Guides, Teachers & Assistants Have Been/Are Leaving You
I was going to make this topic another article but it fits with these dream messages so I’ll add it here.
I’ve mentioned in other articles that my lifelong Starbeing assistants/teachers/guides and help from Home began energetically retreating from me the last couple of years before the start of the Eighth Wave (January 5 1999), which was the start of the physical, biological Ascension Process, especially for the First Wave Starseed group.

Once I got my nerve up, I asked them why they were leaving me, and they informed me that I was about to start a very intense and difficult process and phase of my Starseed Soul Mission work and that they could not and would not in any way interfere with my living/struggling through it. In other words, the training wheels were removed in January 1999, and I had to do this thing on my own for my personal soul growth. No more multidimensional middle-men while I went through the Alchemical Ascension Fires of Transformation. Said yet another way, it was time for me to evolve and replace my own Guides and Starbeing Assistants.

Many of us have done this long and slow graduating (evolving) away from our familiar and beloved ascension Guides and Starbeing Assistants because many of us have and will take their places at the completion of the Ascension cycle.

So if you’ve experienced your old familiar and much-loved Guides and other inner-plane Teachers and Assistants leaving you or not being able to contact or connect with them this is why. Once our primary Ascension Mission is completed, which it basically is now at the end of the Mayan calendar and 11-11-11 transition, these old Guides, tools, ways, methods etc. are rapidly dissolving and disappearing from us because they’ve served their purpose perfectly and are being retired. Stair steps remember? Thank you, thank you, thank you my old Starbeing Assistants and Guides and for having my back and babysitting me while I was down here doing what I came here to do now.

Denise

Denise Le Fay, 10-14-11 Navigating the End of the Mayan Calendar/Expiration Date

When I go quiet for a while and don’t write anything at TRANSITIONS, it’s always because I’ve been soul-deep in BIG changes once again. We all have the continuous smaller Ascension related symptoms, aches and pains and changes. However, every few months or so (your mileage may vary) we reach another of those really BIG phases within the Ascension Process where we suddenly take a quantum leap forward. Or so it seems from our old perspective. This was another of those BIG, major transition points for me personally. I suspect many of you reading this have also recently (the summer and fall of 2011) found yourself in some major inner changes. If you haven’t yet, not to worry because it’s coming. We’ve all got plenty of them coming now that we’re at the end of this Evolutionary Cycle/Mayan calendar/October 28, 2011.

I’ve repeatedly used the term Stair Steps in the past to express that the entire Ascension Process is done by us moving up many energy and consciousness levels or stair steps. We don’t and cannot go from the bottom of these many flights of Stairs (dense, dark, distorted, linear time and consciousness in duality in 3D) all the way to the top floor (Light-filled, much less dense, non-linear time and higher consciousness in unity in 5D) in one giant leap…not in our physical bodies that is. To make this grand transformation with our physical body we must travel up the different energetic stair steps to repeatedly adapt and adjust to the continuous frequency ascent. Eventually we each reach a landing at the top of a flight of these ascension stair steps, but to continue we must make a sharp 90° turn on that BIG re-directional landing to further continue up the next flight of ascension stair steps of this transformational Process and our individual soul missions within it.

My point is that there’s been constant Ascension Stair Steps since entering the Eighth Wave on January 5, 1999, but with less of these landings. Since we entered the Ninth Wave on March 9, 2011, there’s been far more of these landings (phases) where we cast-off more of our old lower aspects, consciousness and ways, while simultaneously embodying more Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint.

Said in the opposite incoming direction, these landings are intense phases when one physically embodies another large chunk of the Divine Blueprint within themselves and their physical body. Transmuting lower and Embodying higher…Transmuting lower and Embodying higher… and on and on up those flights of Ascension Stair Steps with their potent landings.

What I’ve been experiencing building and expanding since the summer (of 2011), was my arriving at another of these BIG embodying/casting off landings with its sharp 90° turn. These larger embodying and simultaneous further casting off of one’s old aspects and habits phases (because the two cannot co-exist so the old lower frequency parts are cast-off) are comparable to your Higher Self suddenly grabbing you up by the nap of your neck and transporting you to a new energetic neighborhood and dropping you there. After the dust settles you start to better understand what just happened and why, but until then, it’s one intense transformational shift and major redirect.

IN TWO WEEKS THE MAYAN CALENDAR ENDS!

For many years we’ve read about the famed end of the Mayan calendar but there hasn’t been much in-depth talk about what to expect after it. Words like “Unity Consciousness” have been used as have “fifth dimension” and “ascending into the great Golden Age of Light”, and “creating new timelines” and “changing timelines” and probably realities and High Heart Consciousness etc. But, what’s really coming now that we’ve finally made it to the Expiration Date of the 16-billion-yearlong Evolutionary Cycle?

We are and will continue to Transmute our lower frequency whatever that’s still there everything…and Embody more of the higher Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint and adapt and adjust to it all. But we won’t all be doing this at the same exact time (in the same timeline) because we’re not all existing on the same identical Stair Step or evolutionary level together. In this regard things are as they always have been, but on the other side of October 28, 2011, and certainly on the other side of 11-11-11, everyone will be existing in a higher field of unified Light within an entirely new cycle and higher dimension on Earth. The Dark Ones are no longer in control and their dark, multidimensional distorted programs are and will continue turning to ash in the Light.

Because so many are still using the lens of polarized linear consciousness, or they’re at the beginning stages of being able to access integrated Unity or High Heart Consciousness, they read my words through whatever lens and level they have access to at the moment. If the gap between my words and their awareness is too great, then my words sound to them like I’m saying something very different from what I actually am; hence my occasional frustration and need to back-off and/or escape for a bit so that I don’t let myself get drawn back down into a lower frequency place and state that I’ve worked hard to extricate myself from and override. With time and more understanding this won’t be as difficult for me as it’s been throughout 2011. Until I reach that level of personal development and 5D anchoring, I will continue to distance myself from certain people, places and situations.

SOME STARSEED NINTH WAVE GROWING PAINS

Because we entered the Ninth Wave March 9, 2011, with it came the new Light “architecture” of the Original Divine Blueprint all the way down into physicality and many of the Starseeds bodies to embody it and simultaneously override the Dark Ones horrific perversions. All of 2011 has been extra difficult in some ways for me, while simultaneously, 2011 has shown the most improvements as well.

The difficult things I’ve had to deal with since January 2011 (and they’ve increased each month this year) have been an INCREASE in my already ultra-sensitive senses, awareness, and being. The more Light “architecture” and Divine Blueprint I embody, the more sensitive I become to any and all lower frequency energies—not less sensitive—more sensitive. And just so there’s no confusion, by lower frequency energies I mean people, emotions, thoughts, thought-forms, foods, actions, belief systems, systems, locations, the patriarchy, consciousness, most TV programs and movies, most old world sounds or noise etc.

Someone recently said to me that “…I’m very sensitive to criticism…” which is true because criticism typically comes from a person with previous unrecognized and unresolved baggage attached to it that the person doing the patriarchal, left-brained act of criticizing isn’t even consciously aware of. But because I’m sensitive and feel and have a slightly larger conscious perspective I do see and feel the attached baggage being directed at me that often has nothing to do with me. Carrying more Light and Higher Consciousness and Unity comes with much more responsibility and this cosmic Law doesn’t apply to only me.

Another 2011 increase I’ve been dealing with is being more consciously aware of people’s actions, emotions, thoughts, dreams, intentions, pains and problems. I don’t necessarily want to perceive any more of this type stuff from strangers but there it is. Thankfully I sense that this will shift or evolve within me once I’m on the other side of 11-11-11. Not end entirely on November 12th, but shift a bit more and then a bit more in Dec. 2011, and then much more throughout 2012. Funny how embodying more Light makes it that much easier to be fully aware of and feel the Dark in people, places, systems, beliefs etc.

Another 2011 side-effect is a fairly large change in my sleep/wake hours and pattern. I have no reason whatsoever to get up at 4 or 5 or 6 AM but this is the new schedule evidently. From 6 AM on it’s impossible for me to fall back to sleep so, after pushing the sleep envelope a bit harder, I realize it ain’t gonna happen so I just get up between 6 and 7 AM now. Kinda a big bummer at the moment.

Now that I’m up between 6–7 AM I must get my daily choirs done very early because by 11:30–12:30ish I’ve used up my daily allotment of fuel and become amazingly exhausted and absolutely have to take a nap. And on really intense days—which are almost every day or every other day in 2011—I fall asleep for much of the afternoon! I’m talking snoozing almost half of the day which is something I’ve never done in my life. But no matter how hard I push against this new schedule it overpowers me and puts me out almost every afternoon. It’s like we HAVE to get out of our physical bodies at different times now because the energies and their cycles or pulses or waves are that different. Basically it’s like 5 or 6 hours is the equivalent of 12 or 14 hours of old lower world linear time, which makes sense while we’re teetering on the Cusp of so many BIG changes, timelines and realities.

Another 2011 side-effect I’ve had is being quickly shown when I’ve looked outside myself for some external help, guidance, direction etc. is that I’m immediately shown by my Higher Self that I’ve evolved to the level where I am and have the answers and guidance I need or want so stop looking outside of myself for them. Old habits die-hard but this is how we discover how much we really have evolved, and now in 2011 and 2012, we’ve GOT to use our expanding and evolving abilities and consciousness. Looking outside of ourselves will become increasingly ineffective until we fully and consciously put on our individual higher consciousness, powers and abilities.

One more 2011 side-effect and then I’ll end this. We can’t forget to look at the BIG changes, shifts of power, and Light improvements that have happened in 2011 so far, but from another angle entirely. That angle is from how most people who aren’t aware of the Ascension Process—and even many who are—but haven’t as yet transmuted their own lower frequency unresolved ignored issues, ego, negative habits and belief systems stemming from the Emotional and Mental Body perversions done by the Dark Ones. All that plus their own lower frequency ego-based lens focus on reality makes these potent endings and new beginnings EXTREMELY trying for most of them.

I’ve witnessed increasing numbers of people having growing difficulties because their old familiar vampirized food supply system has diminished in 2011 (and will continue to) due to the Light Energies and changes that began with the Ninth Wave phase. We see this manifesting in a myriad of ways on the News every day now and it’s going to get worse before it gets better.

As these people’s Dark patriarchal world and reality disintegrates under them and their old familiar ego-based ways of emotionally manipulating others and/or being manipulated themselves to feed from other people’s energies isn’t working as it always has, there’s going to be increasing numbers of people becoming sick, more energetically starved, frantic, increasingly mentally and emotionally imbalanced and yet not know how to not invade or manipulate other people to get their energetic food supply in this dark old way. I’ve watched this escalate in certain people all year and it’s amazing to see but horrific and repulsive at the same time. That plus the old familiar ego manipulations and lying not working like they always have are also causing further frustrations and chaos with lower frequency, lower consciousness people and systems.

Just like those transformational ascension flights of stair steps with their embodying landings, the masses that don’t know what’s really happening and why have to make huge changes now too or exit. Protect yourself and your loved ones and pets as we transition across the Expiration Date and 11-11-11 and simultaneously embody more Light and Divine Source Blueprints from Home. It is indeed the best of times but at lower levels it is the worst of times.

Denise
October 14, 2011

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Denise Le Fay, 10-6-11

10-10-11 & 10-11-11
by Denise Le Fay, October 6, 2011

Like so many of you, I’ve had my attention drawn to the clock at exact moments so I’d see 10:10 or 11:11 or 12:12 or 2:22 or 3:33, 4:44 or 5:55 or all of them and more in one day for nearly twenty years now. The numbers I’m supposed to see or be consciously aware of change over the months, then disappear for months, then return and start screaming at me repeatedly every day again, desperate to get me to notice, remember, be triggered and fully realize that IT IS NOW and NOW constantly!

Since June 2011 I began seeing 10-10-11 and 10-11-11 repeatedly so I knew something extra important about October 10 and 11, 2011 was coming. I took a look—for the hundredth time—at Carl Calleman’s 2011 Ninth Wave DAYS/NIGHTS chart and finally spotted what I was supposed to discover and write about.

That information was that October 10, 2011 (10-10-11) is the last day of the last NIGHT—Night Six (Sept. 23–Oct. 10, 2011).

And, that October 11, 2011 (10-11-11) is the first day of the last DAY—Day Seven (Oct. 11–Oct. 28, 2011) of the Ninth Wave of the Mayan calendar. Two important days to the final NIGHT and first of the final DAY of the Mayan calendar! More energy Stair Steps for us to traverse at the end of the calendar to the mightily important triple (beyond duality) 11-11-11 portal and activation point.

These changes at the end of this 16 billion-yearlong Evolutionary Cycle are why the solar activities have increased tremendously recently and that has to do with other Light Energies coming from deep space being transmitted to our local Sun and the Sun transmitting them on to humanity and Earth to activate us into rapid and compressed internal/external evolution.

According to Numerology, 10 represents completions, closure, fulfillment, rebirth, and the return to Unity.

Number 11 represents awakenings, Aquarius, the Light, integration of male/female energies, increased psychic and Higher Mind awareness, and the NEW within a NEW level and state of being altogether.

Double these 10′s and 11′s up like this on these important final transition days in the Mayan calendar—ending Evolutionary Cycle—and we’ll be dealing with multiple leveled completions and closures, along with further integrations of our personal inner masculine/feminine, male/female selves and energies, larger awakenings, and evolution into our individual Higher Mind awareness and growing Unity

Consciousness. Busy, busy, busy we have been and will continue to be! Why? Because the big exit point out of old lower frequency and consciousness Duality is right around the corner via the first triple 11-11-11 portal of November 11, 2011 into higher frequency and consciousness Unity.

Just relax into these approaching energy Stair Steps and important transitions. Don’t get stuck in your intellect over all this but just let the Light Energies do what they’re intended to do to each of us now. Happy final transitions out of lower Duality and into increasing Unity my fellow Living Light Alchemists. ♥

Denise
October 6, 2011

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